Re: No idea how bad it may have been - Thursday June 14, 2007
Sunday July 01, 2007
AM: Why do you think that you have to forgive your parents? And what do you expect from doing this?
Because that's what everyone kept telling me to do - counselors i've seen and my mother. Always being the people pleaser I felt an obligement to go along with what they said and I didn't expect anything at all to start with. However when i've offered forgiveness its only ever left a hollow feeling inside me that just doesn't feel quite right. Almost as if forgiving was the last thing i wanted to actually do. 'Why should I forgive her is the question i've started asking myself.
AM: You should never do what is the last thing that you actually want to do" even if hundred counselors say that you should. Rather ask your body what it tells you to do.